Sunday, November 15, 2009

What Should A Gay Catholic Do May Not Mean Just Chaste Suffering In The Closet

There is one part of the Church that does commiserate with gay suffering. They don't marginalize and don't discriminate on the basis of sex and gender.


There's quite the discussion going on over at America Magazine around Fr. James Martin's article "What should a gay Catholic do?" A number of contributors to this blog have added very good comments in response.

There was one conservative commenter who cited the 1998 USCCB pastoral letter "Always Our Children" as proof that the Church does care about it's gay members. I hadn't read this letter in a very long time, and so took this comment as a 'nudge' to reread it.

I admit that at the time it came out my reaction was different from some of my gay priest friends who saw it as a hugely positive sign. I saw it as a personal exercise on the part of the bishops to open a discussion with their own parents about their own sexuality. Even in that sense I still took it as a positive step, because I had heard from a number of priests that the real hang up they had with coming out of the closet was not so much the reaction of their parishioners, but the reaction of their parents and families.

One priest was so conflicted over this that although he had come out to his entire family- except his parents- he swore his siblings and nieces and nephews to secrecy. One of his fears was that his mother in particular, would see his priesthood as a function of his being gay, rather than a function of a call from God. He was very enthusiastic about this pastoral letter but it didn't do his parents much good. You see, they didn't have any gay children, but they did pity those poor parents who did.

I must be in some sort of strange mood this morning because another set of comments that actually made me laugh came from conservatives whose concern was for the souls of their gay brethren and sisters. Gays had a special cross that if they freely took up would sanctify their souls and join them to Christ's suffering on the Cross. The unstated corollary is that this would be good for them and their suffering good for the Church. What a gift gays could be.

I imagined a priest giving a homily in which he credits chaste gays as a great gift for the Church. He spoke glowingly about people who freely accepted their unchosen gift from God by living a partnerless, sexless life for the sake of the Church and it's people. Imagine the glory due to them he says, as these chaste gay men and women not only sacrificed any special love for themselves, but also any formal relationship with the Church itself, as this special gift from God made them ineligible for any religious orders in which their chaste life style would be honored, supported, and exalted. On the contrary, rather than being supported in any institutional setting, gays would be given the additional holy burden of witnessing more or less on their own in a hostile discriminatory secular society.

"Who amongst we heterosexuals", my mythical priest says, "could honor God in this way, when there is so little offered by the Earthly Church or society itself, in compensation. Truly our gay brothers and sisters should be exalted for their generous personal sacrifices and sublime obedience to God's mysterious call for this singularly marginalized life. The grace and blessings these lives must bring to the Church through this difficult personal sacrifice, this inique living of the way of the Cross, must be many." Then my priest says, "Let us thank and acknowledge our dear gay brothers and sisters for their incredible and faith filled sacrifice. Please stand my fellow gay Catholics that we may finally acknowledge your lives."

Of course, no one does stand. The organist, the lector, numerous Extraordinary Eucharistic ministers, choir members, some CCD teachers, youthful altar servers, Parish council members, liturgy committee members etc,etc, know what will happen. They will be let go, fired, voted out, and marginalized even more, for standing in their truth. Just as surely as their congregations will never call out sexually active bishops of either orientation or hold them accountable for their blatant hypocrisy, gay Catholics know what being transparent about their sexuality will do for them. So they stay seated, silent, closeted, in order that they may continue their service to the Church they love in their 'special sacrificial' way.

The gay question will not go away, and the battle will get sicker and sicker because gayness has become the metaphor for the cancer of the cultural power of male heterosexual domination over the feminine. When the Church talks about not ordaining men with a severe homosexual orientation, they are talking about the submissive feminine gay man. They are not talking about the more masculine, basically misogynist, and domineering gay man. The seminaries still have more than their share of that type of gay man, and that is an inbred pathology being made more pathological. The battle may seem to be about gay men, but it's really about dominating the feminine in order to bolster the primacy of the masculine. It's certainly not about love or sacrificial suffering.

The real question (fear) for the hierarchy, is what happens when gay Catholic males, who know the truth of the hierarchy, come to the conclusion they should tell their truth--all of it. The only protections the hierarchy have is reinforcing the necessity for an unquestioning obedience from the laity and overt gay bashing. It's purely offensive--pun intended. Like all pathological strategies based in fear, as this fear rises these strategies will be taken too far. It may already be happening.

9 comments:

  1. "The gay question will not go away, and the battle will get sicker and sicker because gayness has become the metaphor for the cancer of the cultural power of male heterosexual domination over the feminine."

    Wow--absolutely powerful, Colleen. I can't begin to tell you how valuable this statement seems to me in so many respects. I hope lots of people will spend lots of time analyzing its implications in the days ahead.

    Gay people, gay lives, gay brothers and sisters as metaphor: yes. As a metaphor for a cancer in church and society: yes.

    But you ironically subvert that use of the cancer metaphor and show that the real cancer is in the heart of an institution that uses some of its own children as metaphors for the cancer it won't face in itself.

    Yes.

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  2. This should be an interesting week. The gay neighbor who died yesterday (see link below), unbeknownst to me, was apparently Catholic. And his funeral will take place at a nearby Catholic Church. I wonder about the priest who will say the Mass. Will he detect the likely gay-laden attendance? Is he perhaps gay himself? Plus, the vast majority of neighbors right around us are also Catholics! Not all of us belong to parishes. Disaffection of one sort or another, recent roll-back of liberalism in the diocese - and falling attendance due to the sexual abuse scandals. But what a socio-political-religious gathering that may be! With so much unsaid beneath the surface. So much unsayable, perhaps.

    My post about that is on your sidebar. But here's the link - for when that post falls off the rec'd list:

    http://tpmcafe.talkingpointsmemo.com/talk/blogs/therap/2009/11/puzzlement.php

    I have a post in me, I think, that may examine the psychodynamics of the church's efforts to control sex. (We'll see. I never quite know.)

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  3. I tried to register there and leave a comment. So I'll leave it here.

    Could we please differentiate between "gay" and the so-called "gay lifestyle"?

    It always annoys me when gays are stigmatized due to the promiscuous sexual behavior (of some) - when for so many years they were denied normal "out of the closet" longterm relationships? What were they supposed to do?

    Goodness, if people had been forbidden to have sex at all, but then they ended up fathering children, some of those men would be called Father by everyone - except their children! All sorts of weirdness occurs when things have to be kept secret - when everyone has to pretend they simply don't exist!

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  4. TheraP, I agree completely that we need to make real distinctions between gay and the right wing definition of gay life style.

    For a fascinating take on how the same kinds of smears would play out for heterosexuals, try this link:

    http://www.boxturtlebulletin.com/Articles/000,015.htm


    Bill, thanks for the comment. Until the hierarchy faces it's internal cancer there will be no such thing as a universal church. The original maladaption may have been a clericalism based on empire and patriarchy, but it has metastisised in a very specific, unique, and pathological way.

    It maybe that the only way this pathology can be healed is radical surgery--cut out the sacrament of ordination all together.

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  5. I see that the wise and mature Fr Geoff Farrow was expelled from the ministry for refusing to comply with the directive of his bishop that he tell them how to vote on Prop. 8. These gangster bishops have no scruples about 1. doing violence to individual conscience, 2. preempting the freedom of American voters, and using the pulpit as a political weapon, 3. acting on vicious unprincipled homophobic fear, 4. rejecting priests who are wiser and more pastorally seasoned then they are, just when they need advice and guidance on how to handle the young and vulnerable gay faithful.

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  6. Joe, the violence being done to individual consciences by the constant call from our bishops to form them exactly with church doctrine is becoming amusing.

    If Jesus had their definition of a well formed conscience we'd all be Jewish.

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  7. Thanks all for this discussion. Colleen, We all have the priesthood of Baptism. The "Sacrament" called ordination is superfluous. The consecration of the Eucharist needs only a leader selected by the Christian prayer group. Do we need other political leadership, yes. It does not make sense to have a consecrated Episcopacy appointed from above- not at all.

    The real problem for us as the People of God is with such poor current leadership, how do we as a group educate our young children? So many young cradle Catholics parents, are using Protestant Churches. Others are teaching by their own example, but others are entirely lost! This is another sin of this leadership. Many well meaning people are lost. Certainly the ones that pay attention to these men are lost, but there is another group that have no good ideas about the conveyance of moral and ethical issues.

    This is the work of a Christian community one that our Bishops are incapable of conveying especially in their insistence on self omniscience and omnipotence. Many people young and old who idealize the current leadership will end up seeing all its failures. It will continue to happen as people see the lies and begin to understand that these men are finite just as every one else.
    dennis

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  8. Or they will finally see all the hypocrisy after they or someone they love are destroyed by it.

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  9. I know it's a bit late to say this, but, about this:

    ""Who amongst we heterosexuals", my mythical priest says, "could honor God in this way, when there is so little offered by the Earthly Church or society itself, in compensation. Truly our gay brothers and sisters should be exalted for their generous personal sacrifices and sublime obedience to God's mysterious call for this singularly marginalized life. The grace and blessings these lives must bring to the Church through this difficult personal sacrifice, this inique living of the way of the Cross, must be many." Then my priest says, "Let us thank and acknowledge our dear gay brothers and sisters for their incredible and faith filled sacrifice. Please stand my fellow gay Catholics that we may finally acknowledge your lives.""

    - a video on YT says almost exactly that.

    We're great - as long as we are invisible LOL.

    I was looking for Fr. Martin's article in "America" - thanks to your post, I have it.

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